Cover; Half-title Page; Title Page; Copyright; Dedication; Contents; Introduction; Part I; 1 Mannie; 2 The Good Girl; 3 Lena; 4 Versions of My Mother; 5 Your Father Warned Me About You; 6 Becoming Myself; 7 Not a Bad Place to Be; 8 Then I Met Your Dad; 9 You Should Marry Him; 10 Paper Pregnant; 11 Lele; 12 My Unlucky Brown Baby; 13 The Little Black Girl; 14 Kal; 15 Nene; 16 Between Mothers; 18 Family of Five; 19 The Earth Shakes; Part II; 20 Black Wedding; 21 A Person My Colour; 22 Meeting Your Mama; 23 Awkward Birthday Party; 24 Are You a Rice-ist?; 25 The Shopping Trip
26 Is She Your Madam?27 Navy; 28 White Pain; 29 White Pain, Take Two; 30 The Meeting After; 31 The Twelve Apostles; 32 Shopping While Black; 33 Facing My Inner Racist; Acknowledgements; About the Author
