Intro; Title; Copyright; Contents; Part I: Impact; 1. Sunday, 27 December 2009; 2. The second-best blanket; 3. Shavasana; 4. The torture booties; 5. The crazy lady in ward four; 6. Frida and me; 7. Tabloid tragedy; 8. Permission to bend; Part II: Re-entry; 9. Zombieland; 10. The 'born alive' rule; 11. Sun salute with bedpan; 12. The posthumous godfather; 13. Matryoshka; 14. Histopathology; 15. Proof; 16. Scar tissue; 17. Funeral appreciation; 18. I have a dark-haired daughter; 19. Dr No-Sperm-for-You; 20. Heartbeat; 21. Making the judge cry; 22. Close up with hope; 23. The charnel ground
24. Fat Tuesday25. Undone; 26. Tsunami; 27. Earth and sun; Part III: Ripples; 28. Both my babies; 29. Zoe's Law; 30. Holding the torch; Acknowledgements; Notes
