Intro; Copyright; Title Page; Dedication; Contents; Prologue; 1. Home; 2. Relocation; 3. The New House; 4. Escape; 5. Aftershock; 6. "You are a girl, not a boy"; 7. Going Home; 8. Purple Black Bruises; 9. Body Shame; 10. Sweet Sixteen; 11. The Gold Suit; 12. Feast and Famine; 13. Cape Town; 14. Going "Home"; 15. A Year Later; 16. Birgit; 17. No Answers; 18. Stitched Up; 19. Homeward Bound; 20. Healing in Mthatha; 21. Pandora's Box and The Letter; 22. Eye off the Ball; 23. Revisiting the Monster; 24. Free to Be Me; 25. Trans-ition; 26. The Bureaucracy of Gender; 27. Blackout; 28. Hidden Things
29. The Beauty of Flat30. When Love Turns to Ash; 31. Operation Landa; 32. Loving Landa; Afterword; Acknowledgements
