Introduction -- Mammatocumulus -- Quest for Bravura -- Letdown -- One Single Change -- Situations Vacant -- The Other Woman -- Lilith's Sad Friend -- God's Gift -- Cost per Litre -- Pressure -- Hell Ride -- Rain -- Breastspeak -- Adopting Elizabeth -- Tran -- I Did it! -- Cooking with Breastmilk -- Thinking Through Breasts -- Pumping It -- The Secret Life of Nipples -- The Place of Breastfeeding -- That Sense of Yes -- Feeding Triplets -- Weaning Frankie, Age Five and a Half -- Children Talking -- Dreaming -- White Chocolate -- Afterword -- Recipes -- Annuska's Sourdough Bread -- Gayle's Breast Pump-kin Pie -- Nick's Vanilla Diazepam Ice Cream
